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[shopgirljoan]

Hello Dreamwidth

Basically I've been a mess for about the last three years and I'm currently doing things like investigating getting counceling and finding out how to start my own business. I briefly started using Tumblr a lot but I'm on a break now due to the number of annoying little snots who think they OWN their hobbies/favourite bands etc and that they're OMG Contraversial!!111 I'm sure I'll go back there but still.

I've been trying to deal with my anxiety issues and my generally shitty social skills and the stupid persecution complex I've had for a while. It's like one day you mix with interesting, creative people your own age and realise what a complete mess you are and it just clicks that it isn't rational.

I'm also starting some voluntary work I can do with Paul, which will be really nice. We're going to be updating a register of historic buildings at risk with their current status, new photos etc. I hope to learn a lot more about local architecture too and it'll look good on my CV.

I try and do something creative every day. Even if it's just a bit of shitty writing here and there or playing with photoshop, I figure that's something:)

Comments

[fantasticmuse]

BB, as someone who is both medicated and in therapy, anything you can do for yourself is good news. Best of luck! I'd love to see any photos you take.